I like to share an episode where Waheguru (God) in Dr. Hakam Singh Ji (currently settled and living in USA) came to my house to answer my prayers (without his knowing about it). But it changed my life for ever for good.
It was in 1963, on completing my M. Sc.degree in chemistry from Delhi University I intended to enter into a Ph D programme. I found Dr. KNJ as a supervisor who endorsed my application to work with him as his first PhD student. But my nominated supervisor, Dr. KNJ was a Reader in Chemistry and was not eligible to register me with him solely. For formality sake there was a requirement to have a Professor or Head of the Department as a co-supervisor.
Dr. KNJ took my application to the Prof. TRS who was Head of Chemistry for his endorsement. Prof. TRS refused to endorse my application and that meant that I could not be accepted to pursue for PhD degree programme. Naturally I became dejected and started looking for other avenues but my heart was close to teaching and research in chemistry since early young age.
I asked Dr. KNJ that why the Head of the Department was not in favour of my joining as a PhD student. He told me that he could not tell me but he instead advised me to see him directly to find out the reasons. I took courage and went to see the HOD. His opening remarks were,” You are more suited for defence forces so better join Indian Air Force or Army rather than going for a PhD degree. He pointed out to my navy blue turban and remarked that I could be successful in Sikh politics as well (as an Akali)”.
At the same time, in the same department there was an another Sikh student JSC (at least five years senior to me) who was directly under the supervision of Prof. TRS developed some strained relations to the extent that Prof. refused to forward his completed thesis for examination on some fabricated but serious charges against him. JSC also used to wear a navy blue turban. JSC was a brilliant student (a gold medalist in M.Sc.) and extraordinary as a researcher whereas I was a mediocre but qualified to be enrolled for PhD studies.
I think when JSC sensed that he was to be thrown out of the Delhi University without a PhD degree, he must have appraised his situation with Dr. Hakam Singh Ji, the only Sikh lecturer in the Department of Chemistry at that time.
Meanwhile, I approached another Punjabi Professor BDJ in the Department of Chemistry and told him that the HOD has refused my admission in PhD programme and I am rather confused as to what should I do under the circumstances. He told me that he could not possibly help me against the wishes of the HOD. However, he made a humorous remark that “your state of confusion’ can be a bliss and do not let it go just like that. He further added in a haste as I was leaving his office, “Do you know that Gita was born out of confusion surrounding Arjan”. This was my first serious introduction to Gita Ji, which later became one of my favourite readings.
I felt very dejected on my prospects of enrolling into PhD programme for which I had developed a strong passion under a Gursikh S. Bachitar Singh Ji who taught me chemistry in Sri Guru Teg Bhadur Khalsa Higher Secondary School, Dev Nagar, New Delhi. I was his best student and once he remarked that one day I will be a professor of chemistry in some university. SBS was a devout Sikh and a saintly teacher in the School.
I was pretty confused that how I shall become a professor when I am unable to enrol as a PhD candidate. For me to leave Delhi (home) and go to another university was out of question.
Those days my prayers were restricted to the daily reading of the following shabds with some understanding whereas Nit-nem was a routine, however, without much understanding (only literal understanding at the most). My daily Ardas was around the messages in my following favourite sabds:
1. ਤੇਰਾ ਕੀਤਾ ਜਾਤੋ ਨਾਹੀ ਮੈਨੋ ਜੋਗੁ ਕੀਤੋਈ ॥ (Raag Mundaavanee M. 5, GGS. 1429-14).
I have not appreciated what You have done for me, Lord; only You can make me worthy.
2. ਹਰਿ ਕਾ ਨਾਮੁ ਰਿਦੈ ਨਿਤ ਧਿਆਈ ॥ (Raag Asaa M. 5, 394-2).
Meditate continually on the Name of the Lord within your heart.
3. ਥਿਰੁ ਘਰਿ ਬੈਸਹੁ ਹਰਿ ਜਨ ਪਿਆਰੇ ॥ (Raag Gauhree M. 5, GGS. 201-6).
Remain steady in the home of your own self, O beloved servant of the Lord
4. ਤਿਥੈ ਤੂ ਸਮਰਥੁ ਜਿਥੈ ਕੋਇ ਨਾਹਿ ॥ ਓਥੈ ਤੇਰੀ ਰਖ ਅਗਨੀ ਉਦਰ ਮਾਹਿ ॥ (Raag Raamkalee M. 5, GGS. 962-1).
Where You are, Almighty Lord, there is no one else. There, in the fire of the mother’s womb, You protected us.
ਸੁਣਿ ਕੈ ਜਮ ਕੇ ਦੂਤ ਨਾਇ ਤੇਰੈ ਛਡਿ ਜਾਹਿ ॥ ਭਉਜਲੁ ਬਿਖਮੁ ਅਸਗਾਹੁ ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦੀ ਪਾਰਿ ਪਾਹਿ ॥
Hearing Your Name, the Messenger of Death runs away. The terrifying, treacherous, impassible world-ocean is crossed over, through the Word of the Guru’s Shabad.
ਜਿਨ ਕਉ ਲਗੀ ਪਿਆਸ ਅੰਮ੍ਰਿਤੁ ਸੇਇ ਖਾਹਿ ॥ ਕਲਿ ਮਹਿ ਏਹੋ ਪੁੰਨੁ ਗੁਣ ਗੋਵਿੰਦ ਗਾਹਿ ॥
Those who feel thirst for You, take in Your Ambrosial Nectar. This is the only act of goodness in this Dark Age of Kali Yuga, to sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord of the Universe.
ਸਭਸੈ ਨੋ ਕਿਰਪਾਲੁ ਸਮ੍ਹ੍ਹਾਲੇ ਸਾਹਿ ਸਾਹਿ ॥ ਬਿਰਥਾ ਕੋਇ ਨ ਜਾਇ ਜਿ ਆਵੈ ਤੁਧੁ ਆਹਿ ॥੯॥
He is Merciful to all; He sustains us with each and every breath. Those who come to You with love and faith are never turned away empty-handed. ||9||
My disappointment was increasing day by day whereas my Ardas was intensifying moment by moment based on the assurance “ਬਿਰਥਾ ਕੋਇ ਨ ਜਾਇ ਜਿ ਆਵੈ ਤੁਧੁ ਆਹਿ”.
Finally a day came and I heard a knock on the main door of our house. On opening the door I saw Dr. Hakam Singh Ji along with JSC. I ushered them in and they told me that they have learnt that Prof. TRS has refused to enrol you in the department in PhD programme . They further added that Prof. TRS is anti-Sikhs and he wants to get rid of JSC and wants to keep you out of the Department as well. Dr. Hakam Singh said that we should not let this go his (Prof TRS) way.
They proposed that I give them in writing what Prof. TRS said to me in his office so that they could put this in a Punjabi Daily for the Community to know about such discrimination in Delhi University. I agreed to give in writing on Dr. Hakam Singh’s intervention only (I might have not perhaps obliged JSC with my statement had he approached me on his own).
Our story (of JSC and KS) made headlines in a Punjabi language evening newspaper, which was distributed to members of the Sikhs Community outside Gurduara Sisganj Sahib in Delhi. Some copies were sent to Dr. C. D. Deshmukh , a former Finance Minister and Civil servant who was then the Vice Chancellor; and also to the Registrar of Delhi University.
The Vice Chancellor wasted no time and got in touch with the Prof. TRS and warned him that he was playing with fire by making discriminatory remarks about the Sikhs. He could refuse admission on academic grounds but not on any other flimsy ground.
I could sense a lot of tension on the University campus and I used to spend considerable time there on daily basis thinking that now I have absolutely no chance to come back to the University.
Within a weeks’ time the Administrative Officer of the Chemistry Department called for me to tell that Prof. J who was HOD of Botany and Dean of Science wanted to see me in connection with my PhD application. I went to see the Dean who was not only very kind to me but he assured me that Prof. TRS is not against my joining the Department as a PhD student because I was a Sikh and that I should not have any misgivings against him (Prof. TRS). Actually he was covering up Prof TRS and at the same time he was buying peace with me. The Dean told me to commence work from any day pending a formal letter of admission, which shall be processed in the next faculty admission committee meeting.
I commenced my research work as a Junior Research Fellow under a Council of Scientific and Industrial Research (CSIR) project and under the supervision of Dr. KNJ within a few days and my admission was formalized after three months thus losing almost 8 months. I was able to complete experimental work in two years, writing of thesis took six months and I graduated in early 1967 at the end of 3rd year of my formal registration (ahead of all the students who completed M.Sc with me in the same batch but who joined PhD course before me).
I was able to publish several research papers out of my thesis in International and local Journals, which helped my supervisor to win promotion as Professor and I was able to find lecturer’s position in a Delhi University College and later successive post doctoral positions in Amsterdam Univ., Holland, The Netherlands; Catholic Univ. of Louvain, Belgium; Imperial College, London; and Univ. of Berne, Switzerland. After spending two years at the Univ. of Dar Es Salaam, Tanzania, in 1976 I joined Ahmadu Bello University, Zaria, Nigeria where after a span of five years I was promoted as a Professor in 1981 as per the ‘Ashirwad’ (Blessings) of my Gurmukh teacher in School.
Dr. Hakam Singh’s intervention proved divine for me but unfortunately JSC could not survive and he was expelled without a degree.
The Divine intervention was not only for me to get a PhD degree but it had other ramifications, which were beyond my imagination – the plans that Waheguru Ji has put in place. During my 12 years of stay in Nigeria I was pushed by Waheguru Ji to become instrumental as Head of an M.Sc. (Analytical Chemistry) Programme to train (by coursework and supervising research dissertations) of more than 90 Analytical Chemists (of course with the collaboration of some lectures/tutors), who with further training rose to levels of Vice Chancellors, Professors in both Nigerian and Overseas Universities, Governor, High Commissioners, Heads of Government Departments and Chemistry Laboratories, Editor of Journal and including one of the later Presidents of Nigeria, Alhaji Musa Yar’Adua (who passed away in 2013).
I just cannot claim any personal effort on my part, it all happened with Waheguru’s Divine guidance, blessings and support, which attracted even attention of the NRI Institution in Delhi to bestow ‘Shiromani Award’ and ‘Mother India International Award’ for my humble contribution in Nigeria, which was actually His doing.
I see clearly that God manifests in his creation (in human-beings) and operates through them in His own way and style:
1. Waheguru Ji used the various staff in the university to take their respective stands to help me to strengthen His faith in me.
2. Waheguru Ji put JSC in a situation and to link with me to strengthen my faith in Him and Ardas.
3. Waheguru Ji finally appeared in Dr. Hakam Singh Ji to fully respond to my prayers.
I equally salute Waheguru Ji in S. Bachitar Singh Ji, Dr. KNJ, Profs. TRS, BDJ, J, Dr. CDD (VC), JSC and Dr. Hakam Singh Ji; and my numerous Nigerian students and colleagues who enriched me in Gurmat and eventually making it possible, in due course of time, to help connect with the GL-Z Sangat from New Zealand.
Someone rightly said “When God opens doors no man can close. God is so big that He can cover the whole world with his Love and yet so small that He can curl up inside one’s heart”.
My ANCHOR is hidden in the following Tuk of Guru Nanak Sahib:
ਤੇਰਾ ਏਕੁ ਨਾਮੁ ਤਾਰੇ ਸੰਸਾਰੁ ॥ ਮੈ ਏਹਾ ਆਸ ਏਹੋ ਆਧਾਰੁ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥ (Raag Sriraag M. 1, GGS. 24-15).
Your Name alone, Lord, saves the world. This is my hope; this is my support.
Kirpal Singh
Wellington, New Zealand
kirpal2singh@yahoo.com